Hi Mum, missing you so much... I still cant believe you are gone, I keep thinking I need to call you, I cant cook a meal at night without getting tearful, as that was the time I used to call you each evening for a chat, You always wanted to know what I was cooking and always said you would be over to join us.. I wish so much that you could. Bu is in France now for a week... She was so excited yesterday morning when Mark and I dropped her off, we waited until the coach had left the car park before I could stop waving... Bu took her little angel with her to watch over her, but i know you will be there to look after her too.. We didnt get the chance to send your lantern up into the sky because it has just rained so much and i dont want it to get spoiled.. today the sun is shining so tonight i will send it up to you... I miss you mum.. every second of every day.. I love you eternally... Roz xxxxxxxxxxx