I agree with Dawn, you should not have left us Mum, we need you. I am in Leeds and have to drive by your house. the pain is too much. I miss your laugh and I miss making you laugh just so I can hear it. How am I going to drive by. Please let me feel you in the car with me today. I need you. Now im having a major trauma in my life and I need to talk to you, to make sense of the decision that I have made. I know you wouldnt agree with it. Love you Mum, where ever you are. We are all trying to be there for each other but we still need you. xxxxxx